work/ home/ life

so, i know i've been m.i.a for a bit. it's so funny...i had every intention on updating. i even would open the text box and be ready to hit publish, but i couldn't update for some reason. i do have a lot going on right now, so let me brief you...



my job



ugh! my job. i feel like a loser because i am always complaining about my job. but it really does cause me stress. then i stress over possible stress at a new job. it's funny how we dislike where we are at in life, yet don't change it because the newness of the new is too scary. anyway, much is the same...blah.



i do have an event to plan. and guess what? it's march 2 and nothing is planned. i'm going through these periods of excitement and creativity but then it's quickly followed by nonchalance and a general uncaring attitude. i can't stay balanced long enough to get this thing done.

my life

right now my life in general is making me smile. guess what i did? i turned in an application for a graduate program. omg...that was such a proud moment in my life. i still have 2 more to do, but with this first one out of the way it can only get easier from here. honestly, i don't know what my next move is but despite the uncertainty i am feeling confident...that 'yes we can' spirit is in my bones.

my home

is a mess. no, actually a mess. my room has transformed into a hair salon, music space, closet, office, living room, dining room, and storage area. i barely have the room to actually sleep in there. and let me tell you, my feng shui is so off...i have too much activity going on...ugh! i really need to move out, move out, move out!

stay fab!